things weren’t right
I felt fright – and then
A hand reached mine
caressed my hair
pulled me closer
to the shoulder beside me
wrapped me tight with those hands
suddenly everything felt right
wind was cool and calm
turned so bright – \and\
he was there
standing so high
the fear about him vanished
the knot he tied
tied my heart with him
left my hands free
for me to fly with glee
my wings spread wide
i am going to hide!!
I am a simple girl born to be me. I’m neither perfectionist nor a professionalist. I speak my heart out. I am that common girl you meet in any south Asian country. I am a rebel yet happy pris…
quest for love is the never ending hunger we all have to go through!!!
I searched in his eyes
as his lips moved toward mine..
what in myself
made him want me
with all that love he has
Windy night.. Looking over the river.. Nothing except the moon above me.
I was wondering what would be the next chapter of my life.
My mind was not stable, the wind takes away my mind to the lost dreams of mine.
That girl wanted to change the world is seated on the floor watching the river all alone.. What brought her here?
What did she do? Other than loving her family.. Is that love that made loose her self. She lost her in making others happy.
Tears ran down her cheeks.
Then a sudden thought, the calm night gave her some courage
The rebel was back..
The long lost soul of her started dancing within her. She decided to go for what she want! Yes I will study that course. I will go to Colombo and grab that job too. I want them!! I will work for them! I can’t let my studies go invain.
She wiped away the sliver drops running towards the cheeks
And walked upto her home – determined
The next morning, is a fresh start for her life. She ran towards to her mom.
Mom the admissions are open she went to say
But her mom was gleaming at her the joy in her face she couldn’t read why.
and there came the reason.. They said yes
They said yes to marry u daughter.
He’s in America and you know what he’s so wealthy enough so his parents said u dont even need to go to work.
How good. You will be im America with a life of your dreams!! Lucky you.
you have get ready day after tomorrow they will come here to confirm the things.
She wanted to scream loud and say no.
Say to stop what she’s saying.. She wanted to shout that’s not her dream.. She wanted to tell no you got my dream wrong
She wanted to let them know she has a dream of her own not the dream they wanted me to dream.
She has her own life to live
But words failed she didn’t want to disappoint any one.
So she locked up her soul.. Burried her dreams.
Wore the mask so none would know she killed her self alive to make the girl they wanted to live.
The rebel in her self asked her, you fool when will this change? This fate of woman!! What kind of a woman u are
She answered I’m a wrong girl with right dreams!
Even the shadow that followed her is no where to be seen
She’s all alone
With the mask.. Designed for her
by love- attachment- bond- fate
I am standing in the crowd
but no one sees me
I am screaming out loud
yet no one hears me
I am talking to many
but no one is listening
I am crying inside
yet all see me smile
my walls are too thick
built with the bricks no one can see
no way out
I am trapped within me
When a blessing turned out to be a curse
When a gift turned out to be a penalty
what can u ask?
from whom can u ask?
smiling with pain
looking towards east
for the dark clouds to past
Moon chose to hide from me
Sun chose to avoid me
trees chose not to give me shelter
yet I go out
to remind them still I am there
When the days are short and
nights are long
You have a thing in your heart
too heavy to
I am who I am said a girl once
who am I asked the same in months
changed are the days
of her mouth that spoke her mind
her wings are clipped – yet
they dragged her up
she went high – but
she was not who she was